I am sure everyone has had days like this... like I am having today. Feeling down, alone, sad... just basically blah. There is so much I NEED to do, yet I look around and find myself thinking: "Fuck all this... it can wait." It is weird... I want to be with people I know and care about... yet at the same time, I want to be completely alone... shut off everything.. TV, lights, computer... cover myself with my blankets in complete darkness and fall asleep. Maybe my dreams will be great...wonderous...filled with so much happiness that it runs over into the "real" world.
Too bad I do not remember my dreams.
